|
AND when he had heard this the blessed Theonas was fired with an
uncontrollable desire for the perfection of the gospel, and, committed, as
it were, the seed of the word, which he had received in a fruitful heart,
to the deep and broken furrows of his bosom, as he was greatly humiliated
and conscience-stricken because the old man had said not only that he had
failed to attain to the perfection of the gospel, but also that he had
scarcely fulfilled the commands of the law; since though he was accustomed
every year to pay the tithes of his fruits as alms, yet he mourned that he
had never even heard of the law of the firstfruits; and even if he had in
the same way fulfilled this, he humbly confessed that still he would in the
old man's view have been very far from the perfection of the gospel. And so
he returned home sad and filled with that sorrow which worketh repentance
unto salvation, and of his own will and determination turns all his
wife's care and anxiety of mind towards salvation; and began to stir her up
to the same eager desire with which he himself had been inflamed, with the
same sort of exhortations, and with tears day and night to urge her that
together they might serve God in sanctity and chastity, telling her that
their conversion to a better life ought not to be deferred because a vain
hope in their youth would be no argument against the inevitableness of a
sudden death, which carries off boys and youths and young persons equally
with old men.
|
|